lost within myself.

A quick search within self and a feeling of content engulfs you? You are lost within yourself. A being that seeks the meaning of existence, swirls the desire pendulum for self purification. And within the corridors of hope lies his most prevailing outcome.
The events of the weeks gone by have left me sour, with none but self to blame. I have delved beyond my allowed perimeters of cosmic existence in quest for the unknown. I feel empty, I am empty.
A month ago, if posed with the ‘howdy’ line, I'll easily echo with an aloof nonchalant-ness, that I'm great and happy. How all that has eroded, my little beautiful isle has fast diminished. How much of a seeker I've become. After all it is touted that satisfaction is the death of desire.
I'm lost within myself. The whys, I'll tell you soon.